Today is the first day of my 4th years in medicine course, starting with peadiatrics posting. Life is so busy now... lots of thing to study... Don't know whether can finish all or not. Still in holiday mode, very lazy to study....zzz.  Luckily still got friends in my group of 18 people (was 30 people, half of them sent to another hospital for training). Trying my best to do the best. Wish me good luck!!!

Just came back from Genting Highland resort... Was cold that day, raining. My luck was good as my first try at casino there I managed to won some money haha (My first time gambling)... Stayed there with my friends for 1 night... managed to get coupon for free stay at the hotel there. But food there was quite expensive (luckily have coupon for 30% off for my meal)

The truth is I'm feel like I'm a loser. I always want to find someone I like, but always ended up failure. Dun know who to blame so better blame it on myself... Distressed really really distressed and confused... Why life is so hard for me. I actually have a girl I like, heard she broke up with her boyfriend recentlly, she said that her boyfriend doesn't understand her... so I tried my best to understand her, but like what people say, woman's thinking is illogical and unpredicatable. Maybe I'm not mature enough to understand her, but the truth is life's isn't perfect true? There are always think that make us sad and unhappy, and only time can heal us. I really like to help her. She's seem very happy everyday but deep under I know she's really stressed up and unhappy about life (She always complain about this and that ha ha)... A general message for those who's interested... Life isn't perfect. People who always complain just know how to say, but don't know how to solve... do you want to become like that? So just start doing something and stop complaining